Change around some of the friendship details and I feel like I could have written this. Everyday I wonder what it is about me that makes people not want to be my friend, why I'm so defective. If I am meant to be alone because I'm too worthless to be around people.

It's never too late though nonnie. You just have to believe that out there are people who will love you for you and you'll meet them one day and it will be fucking aces. It's what keeps me going.